"someone is going to swallow a screw with their raisin bran"

bringin' the groove back just like last winter break.

03/27- hella interesting day, even though i dont really remember the things anymore haha. random text messages and my BFFAE! im so proud of my bff #1 and #2 hahaha i didnt sleep til 5 in the morning. talking to bffaaaaeeee and tianna because she couldnt sleep thinking about this 666 number that called her... haha really tho. she answered and idk if it was a prank call cause it was a regular guy looking for someone, but then he was like "where's lucifer?" like W.T.F.

03/28- got out of the house pretty early to go to san rafael and san francisco. HELLA MOBBIN' tho. but too bad my friends from there didnt get a ride fast enough to catch us by Fisherman's Wharf and Pier 39.. and also because we had somewhere else to go to.
got home all tired from sf, but changed for a kick-it. went to my bff #2's homeboy's house ahaa. it was pretty chill, those guys were funny. we were singing for a little bit, and then we grouped in the living room and had a "MAN TALK" haha. basically me and my cousin asked all of them some questions and they had to ask us questions too.
and bff #2 was like
"so.. have you ever had that flaming.. uh, flaming sensation?"
"FLAMING WHA?"
"you know, when you poop so hard that your butt hole burns?"
hahahahahah joseph was crackin up on the floor, i guess they didnt wanna ask us that but we forced them to hah.
we asked them why guys were territorial, and they all responded with "because god made us that way" hmmm those niggas were cheatin their way out with explanations haha. but its cool its cool
so at about 12 midnight we got into my bff #2's car and he dropped us off to another one of my friend's house for a party.. HAHH and that was the WEIRDEST night of my entire spring break. i was gooonne. nothing bad happened tho, but if you wanna see the pictures then view my myspace album. hah it was freakin crazy! i was drunk callin... ahh HAHAH.. hahaha fuck. i called bff #1 and i could've sworn i hung up on him like three times and then blamed him cause i thought he did. haha i think he was about to sleep too.. but oh well. thanks bffaaeeee!
anyways, by 2 in the morning, i had 0 balance.. and i woke up and i was in the living room because supposedly i passed out on the bathroom floor and they had to unscrew the whole knob itself to get me out. carlo carried me to the living room couch. ahhaa gosh, im so thankful they're hella nice people. and that my cousin was there to watch out for me. (but hey, i still knew what was going on though. cause while i was awake i kept pointing out their names and what they were doing to check in with my thinking and i got it right every single time hahh) so i was sober by 4 and we started walkin in the streets of american canyon in early daylight. mobbin.. again haha. then adrian comes to the rescue and spots us on the street then swooped all of us up and dropped us off. got to my cousin's place and freaking passed out again.

03/29- MAJOR HANG OVER, not fun. but i didnt even take the day off, and instead went to the mall with friends haha! lookin around for a bit and then bffae called me cause he wanted to pick me up to go to sf.. again. but that bitch left cause i was takin too long at the mall hahh -_-
its okay tho i told him i forgave him.. BITCH :)
went to in n out. mark and i were just talkin it up cause i didnt really feel like eating. got in the car and went to walmart! for like 3 hours.. we were just playin around with balls and i rode a bike in there hahaha. i swear it felt like we lived there for a minute tho because my butt was already hurting from sitting on the chairs chattin while waiting for the others to finish paying for their stuff.
got in the car again and went to my friend's house in AC.. baked cookies :) then sang KARAOKE hahhh. went with mark to pick up ruselle! and we were all just talkin in the living room about all kinds of stuff including college kids, school, and even ghosts haha wtf. hella cracked up at the inside jokes .. HELLA inside jokes that we wrote on this one beach ball we bought at walmart. i'd have to have another blog for that, theres too many of them haha. watched some funy videos from youtube.. ahaa. got back to my cousin's house at around 3 in the morning and passed out again hahhh.

03/30- finally home. but just relaxin because tomorrow we're headin out again :)
BART, SF, BEACH, PARTY. i cant waitttt.

can't wait

for tomorrow :) BISH.

sugar-eating sugar daddy

i should've taken a video of what happened today.. haha. tianna hella cracks me up. she kept talking to these random niggas on the street saying "aye you wanna PITCH nigga you wanna PITCH!?" and i turned my head to see her seriously yelling out those words until they respond to her. how embarrassing! but its okay we all love her. well here's the catch, that was an inside joke from our friend that used an accent to say "peach" ahahahaha omfg. i still crack up everytime i hear her imitate it.
im going to provide a video blog soon haha. you just need to see it.

hella other random shit.
and then... i get news from her. HAHH that shit is just hilarious. no BRAIN.
oh andd she goes on with something else ahaa that was not me, btw.
tianna: "uhm.. ew i was right. i already figured. well i hoped that thing tasted nasty" hahahaha omg i just about rolled on the floor. shiiit she needs some slappin to be nice. but you just have to know .. HAHA

currently listening to: "Best I Ever Had" by Drake

Badaboom, Baby

Credits to Jaypee, Brandi, and Chris (and for whoever else) who took the Colorgenics profile generator from goldinuniverse.com
I decided to stay up late tonight, so once I came across the readings, I decided to check it out. It was pretty darn interesting if you ask me. Needless to say, you'll actually find your personalities damn near exposed in just a few paragraphs.

Well anyways, I guess I spent about an hour browsing through old files when I got home. I was looking at the old pictures I saved on my photobucket, picture folders, and even some videos I took about three months ago.
Hahh I gotta say.. I was laughing at myself. I didn't know if I should delete it to get rid of my self humiliation, or to keep it just so I could remember how silly I was to even think about taking those videos that only lasted for about 4 minutes. HAHHH but I guess I had my purpose? Whatever it was, I must have been in a reaaal good mood. Cause that shit was not normal hahahaha.. gahddamn.

Plus I also opened this one account I have that has some of my friends from the Philippines, and damnnn I'm supposed to be graduating next freakin month! Ugh couz. St. Columban College University - Graduating Batch of 2009. Yuup, too bad I'm not even there to freaking congratulate them in person (even though they will probably ask me who I am haha. I havent been there in ages) Now I'm looking at my pictures from there.. Hah I was hella white.

Oh and thanks to Kristi for making my day. That girl is freakin HILARIOUS. Which reminds me.. I need to kick it with her again just like the good ole summer nights<3
We were even going to make a little bomb.. hahaha.. And I miss her iPhone. crazy bitch and her pictures.

Overheating

Don't cut the wrong fuse.



03/25/09 Waiting and anticipating for the next couple of days. Outings on the spur of the moment are amazing! Although I need to stop forgetting my camera at home so I can provide pictures.

While browsing:

I want to, but I can't because you let me down.

There was a bit of nostalgia and irony today, even though I went to two parties.

I walked out of Krystal's house at around 8 in the morning, still trying to find my balance since I only got about 5 hours of sleep.
Got home and got ready for church (baptism), and then to a party. Got home again and changed for yet another party which was pretty darn fun if you ask me.
Jomel is the number one goof ball out of the bunch. He was talking about the most random things, like : "You know, in dates the girls don't really eat NO MATTER how hungry they are. They will bat their eyelashes and try to keep up with the conversation by responding, laughing, or smiling. So if you want them to eat, you should say that you're going to the bathroom. And once you leave they will eat like fucking pigs. Then you come back and you act like you're surprised that half of their food is gone, and they just simply giggle." Haha you had to be there, I was dying from watching his imitations.
They are planning to get me inside a casino with all of them , hah, I've been in a few before and was actually given a liquour menu haha. I can't wait to have our road trips again<3 Plus, Kacy and Owen were there, so it was a good little reunion thing.

I love how it's spring break. I didn't realize that there were so many plans, but mostly I'm just going to try to wing it. Tonight I'm going to stay up pretty late just like I used to. Listening to either 97.3 on the radio or my ipod at 2 to 4 in the morning is amazingly sweet.
Night lights, soft music, and memories. That's when you know you still have the time to appreciate things.

I'm good, I'm gone...

Last Day

Today was pretty fun, even though I forgot to bring my camera. So these are some of the pictures I took with my phone. 5th period was spent writing on the board with the sickest shit that Mr. Mananasala kept on asking us about. Haha, "Don't mind us, sir. It's an inside joke thing."






Fasho, who's ya daddy. Hahaha
I might be posting another entry later, but using my phone because I'm gonna be out :) Spring break is HERE.

Going, Going...

Just had to put this out there: There's a side of me that simply wants to knock the daylights out of a certain someone, but then another side of me tries really hard to not give a fuck about haters, douche bags, over dramatic bitches, or those that simply can't fucking keep their mouth SHUT if they don't even know the person they talk shit about.

Gahddamnnn.


ANYWAYS, a lot of things happened today, but I don't really feel like listing. But I did see the riding mob today (Xavier, Daniel, E.J., Jaypee, Armando, and Austin) when I drove past Redwood Parkway. I caught a glimpse of Xavier's bright purple hat, then saw this big ass group tailgating next to each other with their track bikes and fixies. Mmm, fun. Annnnd I also can't wait for tomorrow.

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom

New. Driving. Weekend. Start. iPod. Party. Change. Packing. Bittersweet. Sleepover. Party. Wedding. Gym. Hair. Dress. Heels. Bouquet. I'm finally back in the groooove. I'm going to leave in like ten minutes, I'll be on my phone though, text or call me :)

"Can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my Poker Face." Haha, Axl is obssessed with Lady Gaga.

Alright, peace.

You tripped over your own two feet.

You've been seeing things in darkness, not in learning.




<333

Chris Tucker # 2

Today was like a rollercoaster ride.
1st period - Ms. Hill was being an extra pain in the head. I felt so overwhelmed with work because I didn't get to spend as much time on homework as I wanted to. I was really sick this weekend, and maybe forcing myself to go to school just to go in that god forsaken room was a mistake. I spent half of the time in agony.
2nd - SLEWS Field Trip, but since I didn't go we had to stay with a sub - well, the rest of the class. Me and Lana went to another class haha! Dang we're bad, but whatever, we actually ended up doing some T.A. work in Manansala's class, but atleast it was fun. Shane was in there, and you just have to know him to believe that he is a fun guy that has been compared with Chris Tucker due to his high pitched comical voice that sounds like an over excited robot. While we were laughing at his jokes, Mr. M wanted us to work on the editing and design of the Barkada website. I was asked to make the logo and it turned out pretty well :) I love art. You should check it out once the site is launched.
3rd - Mr. Carey's Honors History class is fun. All the people in there are pretty damn talkative. But today was a lazy day.. But overall, we actually engage in interesting conversations, and Mr. Carey himself would be up for the jokes.
4th - Free time. Got to just settle down and chill. Talked about this one funny video about Chris Brown and Rihanna (bloopers of their argument scene). Haha Jussi :)
5th - Back to Manansala's class. Spent most of the time just talking to Brendon and James. These guys drive me nuts, I didn't finish my work all because they were giving me advices on how to cheat around Ms. Hill. Hahaha talk about AP students. And when Mr. M left, we turned our desks so they now faced the rear wall. Aha, "Aye Mr. M it wasn't me I swear it was all Jarrette's idea!" -Jaime (who was actually the one who set it all up hahah that punk)
6th - Chris Tucker is back in the house, haha. It was funny. Then spent the rest of the time to talking to Christine. Interesting conersations hahh I love you sis.

After school - went to the park. Haha random.
Got home with a headache. Shucks, what a ride.

Like a Star

Oh man that song is stuck in my head - especially the remix featuring Pretty Slick :)

Well anyways, there's nothing exciting today, except that I have been feeling a little better than the last two days. I woke up in broad daylight, and the nice weather made me want to just chill at the park like we used to, or ride my bicycle all around Benicia.
At one point I was nostalgic. For some reason, I had nice flashbacks from when the whole drumline and colorguard were on the bus on the way to a competition (which I unfortunately don't remember).
I've got sunshine / on a cloudy day / When it's cold outside / I've got the month of May... We were all singing that on the bus. And as much as I treasure these flashbacks, I hate it when I'm feeling sick and I'm stuck at home. Because then I would have countless daydreams.
I really wish I get better soon.

P.S. Thank you for making my day ;) I love my peeps. Haha

Still Sick

I recently discovered Goldfrapp (especially their song, Black Cherry), and I'm glad that I have a new music favorite. Their songs are nice for settling down and relaxing.

Well today I forced myself to go to school. I do not want to miss anymore school, and I need to make sure I'm updated with all my work. Atleast for the most part.
1st period went pretty fast today, mostly because Ms. Hill spent a lot of time preaching about love and marriage.
Nothing exciting for the other classes, except that James, Brendon, and Jarrette were asking me some of their research questions like: "Why do girls always go to the bathroom in groups?" or "Why can girls wear guys' clothes and be socially accepted, while guys aren't?" Haha, their questions sounded a little stupid, but it was nice to know that they were curious enough to ask these. Then Jaime started going up to my seat haha, thank goodness for Mr. Manansala. "Hoy Jaime, don't bother her. She doesn't go for a scalawag like you." HAHA.

Got home, and I feel really sick. I think I got worse, but whatever... I just hope I get better real soon.
Plus I was supposed to go to a party today, but I couldn't because I felt too sick. Oh dang, this weekend can't be too bad. Can it?

If you hated someone for 10 days, you wasted 20 days of your life.

If you tell me that "the bitch you didnt like in way back when" becomes your "most ironic best friend in the long run," I will laugh in your freaking face.






School. Hail. Rain. Hail.
Anyways, Happy Birthday to you if you're reading this.
I miss you weirdpunkbullymeaniecute BISH.







in no order: General MacArthur, 16th Street Mission, Colma Station / Bay Area Rapid Transit. hella crazy day

and my number three though<3

"But that's you, strong and silent. The current is running too deep... way too deep."

So I actually finished reading the novel I was supposed to read. Of course I also blamed myself for being so attached to procastination that I forgot how I ever was without it. And along the pressured feeling, countless hours, and page after page, I actually picked up a few witty lines all throughout the book. Then suddenly that line came up, and it had struck me because I have heard a couple of persuasive people who once told me that same exact thing.

I do not wear my heart on my sleeve. Straight and simple as that.
WIth the exceptions of daily irritations and mood swings, I tend to keep my deeper thoughts and feelings inside me. I am aware that it somehow passes some limitations, but I have to admit that I think about things a little too much. And somehow that habit has caused me to outline every single thing in my mind without realizing I wasn't showing the real emotion on the outside. Yet even if I could prevent assumptions, I choose not to. And you're probably wondering why.

Not too long ago, a few people asked me why I had the nerve to laugh and enjoy the night, when I was expected to be over analyzing every bit of action that day with sorrow.

I act a certain way for a certain reason. Sometimes, the things I think aren't the same as I feel. Who knows, I may have purposely led you to think a certain way just so I had the ability to slam reality in your face after you had carelessly made your decision.