SOMETHING IS BOTHERING ME

Too occupied in the mind

I bought it in a can and stirred it with my finger
Singing boom-dadadadadadada boom-dadadada
Threw it out the window
And lately you've been tanned
Suspicious for the winter with your
Boom-dadadadadadada boom-dadadada

Tickles My Fancy: Part 2

Special thanks to lookbook.nu
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These bright retro shoes are on top of my Want List. Whooop dee doo.





P.S. I am trying to get these shoes, I almost bought a pair a few days ago, but I'm aiming for a bright yellow one like this.

Remininscing is bittersweet

I miss the sweet old days, the cute scenarios with the boys who showed so much effort for me, the fun times with friends, the late night conversation about life..

But even so, I think I've learned to love the way things are going at the moment. I need to get used to entering new phases and living it. I just thought I should say.

This song soothes me, but I have to agree, the video is kind of haunting.

"I didn't know they gave out rings at the Holocaust."

I was just talking about alshelyn's birthday on my previous posts, and no doubt, I went ahead and visited her for her little 17th birthday celebration. Haven't seen her in quite a while, so it was pretty sweet seeing all of them once again. Got home at midnght. The Hangover was THE BUSINESS. I'm sure many of you have already watched it, and for those who actually haven't, it will make you want to grab your bags and drive to Las Vegas in a heartbeat. Or in simplicity, it will make you want to dump your coca cola drink on someone's head while your friends throw popcorn at the ceiling. Enough said.

I found my dream vans

Hey Rome/Romeo&Juliet, this is your shout out :) haha.
So on point: I honestly want to have my very own beach house. I can't make any promises, but I am definitely going to attempt getting one.

My birthday has passed and it was pretty damn sweet. Summer is an inspirational season to me. Which is why I cannot contain myself for the remaining days and the plans ahead. When am I going to see you again alshelyyyynn!? Your birthday is tomorrow :)



ANNDD in courtesy of my dearest Celeno Gonzales (his nickname from me), my knees are getting weak just by looking at these. WOMP. I need to seriously start saving for the upcoming rad concerts and these babies right here.


I know I'm usually seen wearing heels, but my laid back and retro side calls for some funky bright yellow and teal closed shoes. I need to start searching, and hopefully I get some luck. I am also going to blog about the fashion shoes and outfits some other time. Womp wompppp and a big sigh.

Take me out

In dire need of another getaway

Last night I spent my usual 2 to 4 a.m. period listening to my ipod, then found myself putting The Start of Something by Voxtrot on repeat throughout the rest of my nocturnal night. Something is getting in my head, and I can't figure it out at the moment. But I do know that I need to spend some time out of the house, preferrably out of town, to cool myself down. This is nowhere near that emo status, I just think I'm entering a phase. Come save me?

The birthday week planning unexpectedly starts tomorrow

So expect twitter updates, text messages, and the like about the scheduling plans. Probably going to start inviting soon, so if you're not busy, let me know and I'll see what goes on in the next seven days.

Bye for now, bloggers.

You walk along the stream,

Your head caught in a waking dream
Your protector's coming home, coming home

As you lay to die beside me, baby
I'm the one in the shootin' game
Would you wait for me,
The other one,
Would you wait for me?

Listening to Fleet Foxes brings nostalgia in the center of my mind. I seem to daydream mostly at night when I am calmly laying on my bed, listening to my ipod, and feeling the soft breeze coming from my slightly open bedroom window. Then comes the big sigh..


So my birthday is coming up, and I honestly don't feel any big excitement. This weekend consists of: sleeping over at Krystal's house, having an unforgettable night, putting songs on repeat, crafting, going to the mall and shop endlessly, meeting people, running errands, daydreaming, telling inside jokes at around three in the morning, and putting together fashion ideas. I know it sounds like much blabbering, but it was pretty sweet. I even forgot that my birthday is in three days.

I've realized quite a few things along the way. My relationship standard has come to the point where the official terms and thirst for affection become less meaningful than what I really have in mind. I want a potential life partner. Someone who can put in creative ideas, turn a few dreams into reality, has goals for himself, and who can love traveling, exploring, and spontaneity as much as I do. I am not going to go on a quest anymore, he will come IF and WHEN he will come, whoever that may be.


I wish I hadn't left my polaroid camera with my Aunt. She brought that with her for me all the way from Japan, and now I'm missing it than ever before.

P.S. I finally reached a decision regarding my future tattoo. I can't waiittt!

'Impressed' is written all over my forehead

Years later,

I'm going to read all my blog posts and see what I've gone through. My effortless nights consist of listening to my iPod, texting away, writing songs, watching whatever is on the television, daydreaming, and browsing through blogs. I have to say, I think nostalgia is going to hit me


big time.

I think I'm really falling for his vibe.

I love summer. There's just something about each day and each night outdoors. Or maybe its plainly my imagination at its best. So many things are happening at once, I don't find the time to really update much on anything. Current song obsession is on "Death" by White Lies and "I Gotta Feeling" by Black Eyed Peas. I never really listened to them, until one night in the car when they played the latter song in the radio, and I guess all these thoughts just raced through my mind. Darling darling... a friendboy would be nice.


And I love this fashion style on guys.

And this one that I just can't get over. I love the haircut and length!

July 4, 2009 Santa Cruz Getaway

One of the most memorable July 4th ever.

I don't mean for this to be extremely long, but I just have so much in my mind.

Saturday morning we all got ready and went to American Canyon to pick up Christine. The drive to Santa Cruz was almost an agony. We were practically driving 5 miles per hour, if not less, once we got closer. I gotta say, going to Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk during a holiday can be painful. But for the most part it was worth it. Just put your game face on and be spontaneous.

We had an all-day unlimited wrist band so we were all over the place. We had stalkers though, which I thought was both creepy and funny. I was laughing about it at first, until they pursued. And by that I mean that they literally followed us everywhere we went. We figured that we had to mislead them--Christine calls it "getting rid of." I was speed walking past hundreds of people, and we even went in front of the whole park by the streets just to lose them. I decided to go into the mini carousel stadium and sit down with the parents who were watching and cheering their kids. That finally stopped them. For the record, a shy guy who tries his best to talk to the girl is more impressive than a guy who smoothly comes up to you and ask for your name with a grin and a wink. And the comment saying, "I just wanted to get your name, I'm actually kinda speechless right now. But I think you're beautiful.." just takes my breath away. The "Hey girl, you wanna party it up tonight" in a confident way does NOT impress me.

Ahhh, WHERE IS MY FRIENDBOY?


Ferris wheel ride was both fun and beautiful. Hopefully next time I would have quality time with Arthur, Jon, Jaytee, and Christine. Ride home was pretty nice. 70 miles per hour on a bridge from city to city under the bright lights<3
Dropped Christine off at American Canyon. Home by 3 in the morning. Didn't get enough sleep; woke up at 7 in the morning for our annual boating trip. Jet ski!


Until we meet again, Santa Cruz.