They say people in your life are seasons,

And anything that happens is for a reason.

The gang

These are not all of the photos that were taken that night (nor do the pictures present all of the people I'm talking about), but they pretty much summarizes it all. I seriously missed them. Ashylyn, Jaytee, Arthur, John, and all the other friends whom I just met that night. Some downass guys. It felt like a reunion.

"Because it's worth it.."

So Valentines Day finally came. I would have to say that this has got to be the most interesting Valentines Day I have ever experienced. It wasn't the cutesy, over the top type of day (as most remember back in my freshmen year), but this one definitely involved more critical thinking. I don't think a mere stranger would get what I'm saying right now, but I'll just keep it at that.

We were pretty much all over the place, and probably spent the most time getting lost on the freeway, trying to figure out which exit to take. So then it turned out to be more of a race than actually trying to get to the place. We were all the way out in Vacaville until about 9 in the evening, then finally headed back to Benicia. I spent some quality time with my date and I was satisfied. I loved that night regardless of how complicated things seem to be going. Thanks date.

Help, I'm Alive

I've been putting this song on repeat lately. Her voice is quite amazing, and it sort of captures my thoughts late at night. I know that sounds a bit emotional, but maybe because it's February. Oh valentines, How.. cute.

How did you get one of your scars?

I was in motorcycle training in Hercules for a few months, then I tried a dirt bike on a paved road (residential area), which was a stupid move, so I lost control with my speed and my leg touched the spinning wheel right before I jumped off. Crazy moment of my life.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
It was simple on my last birthday. We just had a family party and a swimming party at my cousin's house. I liked it though.

How are you feeling at this moment?
Actually I'm not all that well, but I can't complain. So it's whatever cause I can manage.

How did your night go last night?
I was chillin with Krystal. I liked it

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Bought it at Forever21

How often do you see your best friend(s)?
Like everyday, except my main boy bestfriend =/

How much money did you spend last month?
I don't keep track. haha

How old do you want to be when you get married?
Idk? About 28

How old will you be at your next birthday?
100

Your mothers name?
Lucille

What did you do last weekend?
Winter ball, party at the telly, friend's house and chilled with a couple of friends

What would you rather be doing?
Having an endless night in Los Angeles with Zooey

What did you last cry over?
Too much shit in the membrane

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Music and sweet people.

What are you worried about?
Don't go there

What did you have for breakfast?
Your head

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Hmm maybe attraction, but nah I don't waste my time on that

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Say wha

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Yes

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
You can't give your full trust to anyone.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
No

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Haha yes

Who was the last person you saw?
Your mom

Who was the last person you texted?
Bestfriend

Who was the last person you hungout with?
Krystal

Who was the last person to call you?
Probably Teejay, haha i forgot

Who is the last person who texted you?
Don't feel like checking

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
I don't say that often. Actually I hardly ever say it

Where does your best friend(s) live?
Under your bed

Where did you last go?
Chevy's. We were hella loud in there though

Where is your favorite place to be?
As long as im surrounded with chill and fun people then im good. But in general, I always find myself chillin in James' room. haha it's blue and i just feel hella comfortable in there

Where did you sleep last night?
On the roof

Do you like someone right now?
Yeah

Do you know the muffin man?
He's right next to me

Does the future scare you?
Not exactly. But im constantly drifting and shifting perspective to try to see the things I plan to do or imagine myself being in a certain lifestyle. I wonder if i can manage

Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Because he's the type to tell me straight up what needs to be fixed. Sugarcoated things are the last on his mind, and well.. we're always trying our best to help each other despite our "married-couple-fights" that can last til 6 in the morning

If you could have one super power what would it be?
Teleportation

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Of course I do think about changing things, but I'm the type to not regret anything regardless of the outcome. There's always going to be consequences no matter which way you take

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
No

Are you happy with your life right now?
Well there's definitely a lot of things im stressed out about at the moment, but then again I'm fine. I can't complain. Valentines Day is coming up though, hmm..

Shit, it's fucking February. Where is this leading to...